“Madness: A memoir” by Kate Richards : Review

Madness: A memoir by Kate Richards

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I struggled to read the first few pages of “Madness: A memoir”. Not because it was badly written and not because it didn’t grab me. Because it was describing the time the author attempted to sever her own arm – in visceral detail.

This book offers an honest insight into a troubled brain and the severe consequences that can occur as a result – an insight that isn’t often shared but should be. Despite the fact that I got slightly squirmish whilst reading the first few pages, I was determined to keep reading and am pleased I did.

Essentially, Richards tells it exactly as it was (as much as she can remember, anyway). She takes the step that very few have taken and tells the truth. About her hallucinations. Her suicidal thoughts. Her self-harming. Her decision to see a therapist. And then a (largely unhelpful) psychiatrist. Her frequent hospitalisations. Her battle with finding the balance in medications. And, eventually, her path to recovery.

Richards writes in a beautifully descriptive and accessible way that lays her experience on a table for you to not observe from afar but actually take on board yourself and feel.

“The Cold Ones are severe. Unrelenting. Psychopathic in their gleeful execution of pain…They prefer to whisper – criticisms and threats.”

“garrotte garrotte garrotte the world will spin you into obsidian oblivion keep the fires burning watch yourself muddy red”

There are glimmers of hope and joy scattered throughout the book as well that make you feel so grateful that Richards was able to recognise those moments are joyful and experience some reprieve. Those moments mostly took the form of music, books, travel, and cats.

“Mog, the new foster kitten, is phytophilous. Succulents and cacti, previously in pots on the living room window-ledge, are this morning dug up, dismembered and scattered over the floorboards…The big fat cat (Her Royal Greyness) is not impressed with the new addition to our family.”

“This is the time for studying music theory and astronomy. I love the words of music: portamento, glissando, richochet, spiccato – a kind of onomatopeic poem.”

“Madness: A memoir” does not shy away from describing, in detail, the experience of living with mental illness – as it shouldn’t. If people are to truly understand mental illnesses, exposure to real-life educational stories is the key. I’ve studied psychology for six years now and I know I personally always found it easier to understand the intricacies and complexities of a mental illness when I could get my hands on a case study. This book is one that everyone should read to help open up people’s minds to the often invisible and hidden suffering that others live with on a daily basis.

Does this sound like a book you would like to read? What are some other excellent portrayals of mental illness that you’ve read?

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Jacquie is a 20-something maker and writer from Melbourne. She enjoys eating virtually anything that is labelled salted caramel and, contrary to popular belief, has forgotten how to ride a bike. She feels ambivalent about writing in the third person but thought it might be fun. It was.

2 comments

  1. skullandcrosstales.com

    This sounds like a compelling read!
    I've just discovered your blog via Blog Chicks, and noticed straight away that you've liked a few of the same books as me, so I'm looking forward to checking out your archives.

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  2. birdandfox

    Aw that's lovely, thanks skullandcrosstales! I'll be sure to check out your blog as well and see what you get up to 🙂 "Madness" is definitely a compelling read. You can't get much more real than an individual who has actually experienced something like psychosis writing it down for everyone to read. It's so great following her journey all the way through to the start of recovery and where she is now. Thanks for stopping past and for the comment! x

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